The ever after in the sky.

I've fallen down today. Don't asked why. I know better. Nothing matters, but I just want you here and now. I pick myself up by telling myself you've been with me in the sky for all of time. You can feel it, too. Last night you spoke to me, and you said, "We're parallels, and he is your opposite." I know we're not apart of the plan, we never was. But that doesn't kill the wanting to hold your hand in this life and I don't want to let go. I want to hold you and I don't ever want to let go. Because, you know me without even trying. And, what you know is effortless. I don't want to fly away, but I have to. I'm not who you think. I'm a strange contradiction. So, hold the image of me close to your heart and I'll meet you in forever. This life is only but a second. Even though, I haven't felt you inside, I feel you with me every day. I'm really having a hard time letting time pass. But I visit you in the sunny field and we spin in happiness as you hold me like you should. The comfort is undeniable there. We sit in silence, yet it is all we've ever wanted. We're going to let each other fly way, I'm fine with that. We're happy in the ever after in the sky.